Talkin' trash, under my window
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Apparently I also need to watch Friends. We sang the theme song for grade 6 grad. I still remember it. Fun times, grade 6. 
Also, some people told me to watch Big Bang Theory.
After dinner, I stepped outside, took a deep whiff of the air, and felt euphoric. Crisp wintery air tinged with fresh laundry scent from the vent-thing attached to the side of my neighbour's house.

Rose: inhaling the evening air

Thorn: the hand-sanitizer bandit of locker bay M struck again

Bud: pasta Tuesday @ BP

Vine: I tend to laugh with other people, i.e. if they're telling a funny story while laughing, even if the story itself is not remotely humourous

Sunday night
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Bday, AMC 12, SAT scores, report cards, wind ensemble x2, semi.

This week will be jam-packed. Just the way I like it.

Rose: cousin timez

Thorn: over-eating at each of my 5 meals

Bud: tortellini for lunch

Vine: free time is rather elusive in my world

Hmm
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I no longer feel compelled to blog because I feel like I can make better use of my time.
Yet I have more free time than I've had in a while.

Rose: the colour of the sky at approximately 6:25 pm

Thorn: my overpriced, very bland dinner

Bud: seeing my lovely cousin

Vine: truly reliable people are underappreciated (yours truly would know)

bioweekend?
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NOPE. :')

Rose: Writer's Craft! We played a fun vocab game, and I thought, "hey the people at my table aren't so bad". But then I moved to a different table permanently. lulz. We speed-wrote paragraphs about how much we either loved/hated the room. Soo funny. I nearly died. The most memorable one was the uterus metaphor (the walls are a soft mauve-pink i.e. uterine colour).

Thorn: oneeee moreeeee suppppppp to complete today. And I can still remember the smell of RL's green curry.... soo nasty (no offence)

Bud: uhh defs not the VP meeting.... getting some noise-cancelling/hearing-non-degenerative headphones :D

Vine: first impressions can be misleading!

Foodface
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I have a sudden craving for mushroom stroganoff.

Today I bought the most amazing salsa. Organic salsa, flavour: volcanic, only $2.99. Weird eh? It was on the same shelf as $6.99 salsa that wasn't even organic......

My nose started running, tears squeezed out of my eyes, I was sweating off the top of my head, my tongue was on fire, and I must've drank more than half a pitcher of milk. I might have to go buy some mild salsa to mix it with.

I took an hour to eat my lunch today. :') Then I went to the library to take calc notes, and promptly fell asleep in my study carrel. This is why Bean should not pack feasts as school lunches.

Rose: "hm, no grade 11s in this class" "yes! pure class!"

Thorn: TML beat me by 1 on the grammar test

Bud: Wind ensemble. I had A Movement for Rosa stuck in my head the entire day after 2.5 hours of band+music class, especially the pesante part. Eargasmic.

Vine: It is impossible to like everyone. Usually I try to find just one thing I like about a person that is seemingly unlikable (to me), but..... yeah we'll leave it at that.

Turnaround
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Rose: re: semester 1 marks, I can breathe again

Thorn: Kumon doesn't want to hire transient grade 12s

Bud: grammar diagnostic for the whole period!! I looove grammar!

Vine: the one who utters the sweetest words is the one who shirks her duties

First ice
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No matter how many angles I look at it from, how many times I toss it around in my head, like a salad, I can't come to a conclusion.
It would be a lie to say I didn't care. I'll always care. Though I can say that for quite a few people in my life.
It would be a lie to say that I'm not bitter. I have forgiven you, though. Somehow it doesn't feel quite right, when you couldn't care less either way.
I am happy without you in my life.
I sometimes miss our friendship, just a little bit.
But I can never get it back, because you are not the same person, nor am I.

I really need to invest in some quality headphones. I can't stand earbuds now. Bose? Ooh I wish.

This groundhog day is infinitely better than the last!

I really want to move away, far far away, and start a new chapter of my life. This one is getting stale.

UPDATE: AVATAR WAS SO GOOD!! :')

1500 Characters
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Characters, not words.
I should learn to read hm?
Not a good day, let me tell you.

I'm listening to a song called Teachers on an album called Homework, writing a (very) short essay. Ho hum.
It's not a very good song. The good thing about my sad little 4GB iPod is that it forces you to weed out the songs that you don't really like (but keep just because they're part of an album).

Wind ensemble was essentially 2 hours of HEADDESK (well, HEADTUBA to be more accurate).
It's not just the little people... some kids in my grade are embarrassing. I don't want to be in a band with them. I want to smack them upside the head and tell them to shut the fuck up.

:)

I'm not angry.
 



This is kind of a lame entry
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Well I didn't play Scrabble today.

I did watch the O.C. Mini-Coop gave Seth pot.
Oh Sethela... the kinds of shenanigans he gets himself into. 

Current obsession: garnishing my food with crushed chillies.

45 points from QUAIL
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I beat the Veteran level!!!!!!
YES!
I'm so happy!

Today was a pretty lazy day spent indoors.
Somehow, I came up with a wicked cool idea for one of my essays.
Now I just have to write it....

But Scrabble is so much fun. :(

I found out that that secret cafe I discovered when I went to Tokyo a while ago, is actually a chain eatery......
Oh.
La Boheme.
They had THE BEST pasta, I kid you not.....
The one with the shiitake was a freaking CULINARY MASTERPIECE.
The arrabiata was so hot I nearly fainted.
Yeah. The Japanese don't settle for anything less than UBER AMAZING.

Win
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Deals so good you might as well call them steals.

So I have been just cruisin the past two days, livin the good life.

I needa finish up everything over the weekend though. Including emailing people n cleaning n stuff.

I have a sudden urge to go outside and romp through some suburban wilderness...

Remember when organized social gatherings meant frolicking around in the park/field/forest? Capture the flag? Singing songs on the swings? Manhunt? Sandman? Playgroud stunts? Rolling down hills (the muddier the better)? Reenacting Korean dramas (or was it posing for Korean album covers)? Lying down in the middle of the soccer field to gaze at the stars and form laughing chains?

Man, I LOVED those days. Kids are meant to spend time outdoors.

Rose: frigging sweet sundress WITH POCKETS! (dunno why I'm so excited about the pockets...)

Thorn: I can't think of one...

Bud: hopefully getting hit by some inspiration for a certain essay question

Vine: I have grown so much larger since grade 9

Cruisin'?
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Not yet..... HELLO supps and financial aid forms.

Well. Even though I didn't finish my chem exam, good day!

"That was hilarious!"

This evening I learned how to solve the 5x5x5. This is what discovering a new recreational drug must feel like.

And I made fruit smoothies.

Rose: Post-chem exam business

Thorn: I sooooo knew how to do the last question. "7 free marks". Multiple choice held me back.

Bud: It makes you look stupid when you lament about bombing an exam to someone who actually bombed it.

Vine: Retail therapy.

Dental tingz
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I just realized that yesterday I had two "oral exams" (I went to the dentist). Hahaha.

And I went again today.

Good: My new Lithuanian dentist is COMPETENT IN HER PROFESSION! :')

Bad: I have gotten 7 dental x-rays in 2 days, one of which was a full one with all the trimmings........

The hygienist I got reminded me of M's mom. It was weirdly comforting.

Oh, I might have to get a root canal...... yaay. All because of my INCOMPETENT, STUPID, CARELESS, etc. old dentist. Ugh.

I wish I had nice teeth. :(

Me and my amazing study habits......
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Eff.

I am picky about what kind of street slang I incorporate into my vocabulary, and I really don't like this one, but I have to say it just this once --

I am the biggest LOAFT in the universe.

Gosh, bean........

It would have been a little more hygienic to have my oral last week instead of tomorrow. R, tu es un drole de numero!

 



Why am I soo lazy
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Surfeit of:
EATING
sleeping
mindless romps on the internet

Defecit of:
STUDYING
movement
fresh air

I want to kick myself.

Exams?
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My thigh muscles still hurt sooo much.... especially going up/down stairs.... all I did was a bit of treadmill running and walk around a huge mall :S

Whenever I think of semi-formal, seminiferous tubules come to mind :S

This morning I filled in the last page of the journal I started in February 2009, and started a new one.

This afternoon, I had a nap, and visited my cousin.

Somehow, studying completely escaped me.....

Monday-Tuesday-Wednesday, I will buckle down.

My vacation
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Downtown Buffalo on a Friday night was.... well, it was nothing like Toronto.
Kind of a run-down, scanty atmosphere, rampant with jolly drunken locals and maybe a few homeless people, with a bar on every corner, and lots of dark shop windows. Lots of police activity, which I noticed in general during my trip.
Anyways, I guess we didn't really get to the core, travelling by foot from the hotel.
We had dinner at the only legitimate restaurant on the street. Afterwards, I waited outside for the hotel shuttle, just coz I like breathing in cool night air, especially after a big meal, but my parents opted to stay inside. I must have looked rather odd bundled up in my hoodie and ski jacket (classy eh) and clutching my "bahx (they say 'bahx' instead of 'box', which kind of irks me)" of pasta in front of me.
I subconsciously was watching a young man with long hair, wearing a black pea coat, cross the street diagonally.
Imagine my surprise when he walked towards me, stopped, smiled coyly (in hindsight, creepily may be more appropriate), and asked me, "Are you Pamela?"
I shook my head.
"Oh.. sorry," and he goes and stands on the other side of the front of the restaurant, taking drags from his cigarette from time to time.
Man waiting for Pamela, girl waiting for the hotel shuttle.
I thought he was meeting someone for a blind date, but the rents said he was trying to pick me up and just invented the name. They were watching clandestinely from behind the front door, waiting to see how I would react to such a situation, lulz. I dunno, I mean I doubt you could tell my age or gender, seeing as my getup was Kenny-inspired, and if I was holding a takeout box then wouldn't it be logical to assume that I was waiting for a ride. So both options seem implausible. Life is weird like that sometimes.... one time at the local supermarket, the cashier was vehement about me being some famous ping pong player who she'd seen on tv.

Later that night, I went down to the fitness room to run on the treadmill. Before that, I explored the conference room/library. It was such a homely, comforting place. And with no one else around, I felt really.... calm and happy. Anyways, treadmill, 6.5 mph, 20 minutes, 200-some calories, a bit more than 2 miles. Yes. After that, I tried out the full-body-workout machine with the movable foot parts, and lifted some dumbbells. Nothing like a late-night workout/walk through an empty hotel to put you in a state of mind to study bio.

The bed was way too soft; I couldn't sleep. Ugh. Floor would have been better, why didn't I do that.

My test was fine.

Shopping was great.

America, I hope to see you again soon.



Holy mother
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There is a frigging JCB clearing out a strip of pavement right in front of my driveway, because the city is currently in the process of replacing all the old pipes.

I have to drive to an exam in less than an hour, and to do that, I need to be able to get out of the driveway.....

My father has gone out to try to communicate with the construction workers above the roar. I hope he is successful.

Also, I didn't study yet but I finished the final edits of my senior thesis paper and I am actually so proud of it. Yay.

A History of Nicknames
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Girl from the Hammock - gr. 2, SO
Bendi - gr. 3, SO
Bean - gr. 4, SV
Beans - unknown
Beanie - unknown
Benjamina Frankalina - gr. 4, EM
Benifur - circa gr. 7, SZ
Bye-knee - gr. 10, EM
Benzene - gr. 12, JW
Sodium benzoate, gr. 12, JW
Bens - gr. 12, JW
Benign tumour - gr. 12, RL
Mung bean - gr. 12, RL

kfine, I'll go study The Evolution of Tragedy right now. Exam in 2 hours.

I remember once, I asked someone what he was doing, on msn, and he said "cramming for exams". It was a week before exams, so then I kindly explained to him that cramming was the day of/the night before. Bless his soul.

Weird day...
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Rose: commiserating with some English pals, finally getting some justice, and POSITIVE FEEDBACK on my paper :O

Thorn: I had a 1.5 hour nap in the Prfx office.... probably damaged my hearing even more with my iPod on full blast the whole time, and I woke up REALLY HOT. The office is already warmncozy, plus I had a big fat blanket on...... ugh can you say headache.

Bud: going to Buffalo right after my English exam

Vine: timing can be the most cruel, and... never blow someone off because they may never come back to you again!

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